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发表于 2014-4-25 02:01 |显示全部帖子
摘要: I know that I've never written anything for you, and I don't even really talk about you, but that doesn't mean I don't miss you. It's just everytime I
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I know that I've never written anything for you, and I don't even really talk about you, but that doesn't mean I don't miss you. It's just everytime I think of you, it becomes so overwhelming so I try really hard not to go there.
        You are the closest family I've ever lost, and as of today it's been 3 years. The pain does fade away day by day, but memories don't. Ever since I was a kid, you were the coolest uncle I ever had, and now you'll be the coolest I'll ever have.
         Sorry I didn't shed much tear for you at the funeral. Even though all I wanted to do was to break down and cry, I'm not the wife, the mother, the father, the sons, or the sisters, so I tried my best to stay strong for them. Same reason I'm writing this in English sothat no family member can understand, thus none of them has to feel this heartripping pain I feel now.
        Sorry that somehow you ended up being the blacksheep of the family in the last few years of your life. I want you to know that I never blamed you, not even after you had to drive after drinking and get yourself killed just days before my wedding. While my mom and your other sisters got on a plane to get you home, I had to break the bad news to grandma. How do you tell a mother that she can never see her only son ever again. It was by far the hardest thing I've ever done, but I understand you didn't mean for any of this to happen. You just can't change who you were, and I guess somewhere along the way, you ran out of luck.
       As I grew older, I began to understand more and more the choices you made and the path you took. I would probably do the same thing, but mostly I just wish you could have been here for it all, seeing me get married and have kids, and some day witness your twin sons do the same and be a cool old grandpa.
        If only you could see them now, tuning 19 and growing up to be men. The way they hunch, their voices when they sing, and the tilt of their hats when they sulk, are just the living image of you. I'm really glad they can find it in their hearts to trust and confide in me. It hasn't been easy for them, but I promise you I'll be there for them as much as I can and as long as they need me to. You know unlike you, I never break a promise.
        Anyway, I don't know what's gotten into me today. Maybe it's the rain that reminds me of that gloomy windy day on which buried you. Maybe it's the upcoming tombsweeping day, or maybe I could only hold it for this long. I hope wherever you are, you can finally find what you were looking for. We miss you. Rest in peace, and do watch over us.

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